The best word ape yg Uda rse dh jad between us. Things are getting worse day by day. I don't know. Jujur cakap, Uda sedih sgt. Tap, Uda x boleh nk buat ap2. Uda x cukup kuat.
Uda rindu kite yg dlu *xde lha dlu sgt ponn Uda rindu nk usik2 semua org. Rindu nk betul2 rse bonding family tuu. Rindu nk act like a real family. Rindu nk buat semua bnd yg kite biase buat dlu.
Now, things are totally different. Uda xtau nk pujuk mcm mane hati Uda nie so that Uda x sedih tgk kite mcm nie. Buntu dh nk cari jalan untuk buat kite x selalu nk tarik muka kalau ad problem.
Being in love is not a fault. It's just the way we handle it. Mcm mane kite still boleh be friends with others. Mcm mne kite act dgn kwn2 kite and also dgn the loved one.
Uda bukan x bag lgsg. Tap, uda penat. Sbb ape? Everytime kalau ad slh sorg yg ad problem ngn partner, mesti semua sekali effect. And bnd nie kerap sgt jadi nye.
Kalau dulu, nk study sekali pon rse mcm tenang jee. Rse mcm senang je nk msuk ann. Tap lately, Uda selalu rse mcm mls nk study kat bwh. Sebab rse dye dh x sme mcm dlu.
Pernah Uda rse mcm 'family bonding' nie salah. Tap smpi hari nie Uda still x dpt nk detect ape yg salah. Maybe niat asal 'bonding' nie wujud. Mmg bukan semua. Tap mest ad yg niat dye selain drpd study or friendship.
Entahlah. Uda xtau lha kenape. Tapi seriously Uda mmg rse lain. Maybe Uda jee yg sedar bnd nie. Sbb yg lain, masing2 dh bahagia. Uda x kisah. Nie dh bahagian Uda. Nie yg Uda kne lalui. Ape2pon, Uda akan selalu doakan yg terbaik untuk semua.
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